影响

假设今时今日的我是20，那这20是 “0.03 + 0.1 + 0.05 + .... = 20” 这样来组成的。
最近发现，原来我在很多人的总数额里头，曾经无意地贡献过0.001, 0.002, 甚至可能是 0.1, 0.2, 0,5 这样的大数目。

要自己记着：你的任何的一举一动、想法、情绪、品味、兴趣，都可能在影响，甚至引导着一个人。

and to those, 谢谢你们相信我.
母亲节快乐 :)

Should have gave all my hours, when I had the chance

人生无常
四川雅安地震、Jalan Gasing伟大的妈妈、波斯顿爆炸、复旦下毒、香港女明星车祸

愿世界和平，没有天灾，没有人祸
更要自私一点，愿自己的家人都活得快快乐乐

发个牢骚

You made promise that as long as I join this program, as long as I got second upper, I will get the scholarship.
And now? I failed the scholarship application for the third time, and still sleeping in a 地下室 in Beijing just because I am too poor to rent a proper house.
Thanks for the promise. Thanks.

Les Misérables Appreciation

自从今早梦醒后，一直有种想重看Les Mis的冲动。只可惜电影票如果不网上团购买，就要一张一百块。看不成，只好回来用手机3G那非常给力的网速来load歌听，I Dreamed A Dream, Suddenly, On My Own, One Day More, Bring Him Home等。不知道是来到北京后感动点变低了还是什么，就连Susan Boyle的版本都能让现在的我潸然泪下。

The world around me changes 

The trees are bare and everywhere 

The streets are full of strangers 

And now I'm all alone again nowhere to turn, no one to go to 

without a home without a friend without a face to say hello to 

——   On My Own

I had a dream my life would be 

So different from this hell I'm living 

So different now from what it seemed

Now life has killed the dream I dreamed

—— I dreamed a dream